Career choices may indicate a loss of freedom on your part. Some invisible tag of where you think you should be as opposed to where you enjoy expressing yourself is something to consider just now. Feeling forced to go along if you want to succeed is temporary. Take control back into your life and seek guidance to plan an action, allowing you to follow your dream. Check out junior colleges in your area and take their test to find where you excel. You may be very pleased with the results. If you stay where you are, you must use this time as a stepping stone to reaching your goals. Soon you will be able to make a move in a different direction, with your work. You will look back on this time and have much appreciation for your perseverance.